:::Every Night:::

My heart was captured when I first looked at you.
I’ve never seen a girl more beautiful than you.
All the nights that we just talked,
Time would cease to exist.
Another world away,
You never felt so close.

So every night, I cry.
Every night, I think,
Why did I throw it all away?

These feelings are too hard to bury underneath.
And you would be lying, if you didn’t feel the same.
If the sun would never shine,
I’d feel just as blue.
Maybe I just need some time
To wash away these thoughts

But every night, I cry.
Every night, I think,
Why did I throw it all away?

All those times
I never forgot.
And you’re wrong
I always cared for you

The choice is up to you.
Whatever you want.
I never want to hurt you again.
You again.

:::Spiralling::: (Erasure cover)

I try hard
To put you out of mind
Every night alone
I'm thinking 'bout you
Now can I avoid this
Pain without you
I won't cry
Won't be sorry no more
I know that this is
Something I'll get over
Maybe I can learn to love another
It's just a matter of time
It's just a matter of time
It's just a matter of time
It's just a matter of time
Just because I lock
Myself in my room
It doesn't mean that
I'm afraid to talk to
Those people I know
That might have you seen you
No return
I keep reminding myself
I look back
Don't regret a single moment
I gonna mend this heart
Inside you've broken


:::The Healing Process:::

Now the truth is clear,
Now I wonder.
People stay the same,
And feelings never change.
Now I talk to you,
In ways I never used to.
It really hurts to be
In the healing process

I never wanted to break it off completely
I don’t know what I said, but I never meant it.

Why can’t we be like we were two years ago.
I realize that I am wrong, but now it’s too late.

Certain things I do,
That remind me of you.
Should I be happy,
Or should I forget
Everything we did
Because it’s all in the past?
It really hurts to say
That I still love you

I never wanted to break it off completely
I don’t know what I said, but I never meant it.

Why can’t we be like we were two years ago?
I realize that I am wrong, but now it’s too late.

Suddenly I feel, that none of this is real.
Should I find another, so these thoughts escape?

I never wanted to break it off completely
I don’t know what I said, but I never meant it.

Why can’t we be like we were two years ago?
I realize that I am wrong, but now it’s too late.

Now that we are through, it’s hard to look at you.
Tell me what to do, to make this untrue.

:::Forever:::

It seems like another Friday night, but not for him.
He’s gonna make everything seem alright, for him.
I don’t have a plan that seems to work.
Nothing I do really makes her turn and look.

“Come and meet me later,” she says.
By then she’s already gone.
“Let’s talk about this now,” he says.
He’s always so impatient.

And she really thinks it’s done,
That they’ll never talk again.
But Saturday morning, he says,
“What the hell am I to do?
I never wanted you.”
And she holds it in forever.

Thursday morning, she gives him a call.
She hangs up and decides to ring his door.
She stays for five minutes and then she leaves.
She’s really angry but then she hears him a call,

“I never meant those things I said last week.
I’m overcome with guilt.”
“I’m sorry that you feel that way,” she says.
“I just came by to drop off your stuff.”

And he really thinks it’s done,
That they’ll never talk again.
But Saturday morning, she says,
“What the hell am I to do?
I always wanted you.”
And she writes it in a letter.

“I always felt the same for you,” he says.
“But I’ll have to overcome all my insecurities of you.
I hope that we’ll still be strong.”

“It will work,” she says.
We will work it out.
If we try, we will work it out.
If we try.

And they really think it’s done,
That they’ll never fight again.
But an August morning, he says,
“What the hell am I to do?
I found a substitute for you.”
And she leaves forever.

She leaves forever.

:::Forget Me:::

Everything seems wrong tonight, because
I feel like I should have some more esteem.
Anxious to give up so readily,
Desperate to wake up and try anything
Feels like I’m innerly confused
About the way people think of others.
Nothing’s closely knit to my own views.
When you’re feeling down just think of…

Everyone’s going to be free of the
Inner turmoil that keeps us from
Loving one another.
And this will go on forever.

Let me take you to the point where I
Almost fell apart because I thought
Everyone’s the same and I don’t fit.
But it turns out that were all from One.

Everyone’s going to be free of the
Inner turmoil that keeps us from
Loving one another.
And this will go on forever.

Everything’s so perfect,
So why do you always turn away,
When I look your way.

I never cried for you.
I don’t think you did for me.
I never cried for you.
I don’t think you did for me.

And you thought that I would never come back.
And maybe you are right,
But don’t ever forget me.

Don’t ever forget me.


:::I Know I Know:::

I know I know I love you so much
I know I know you are the same
I know I know it won't work out
I know I know but I feel so alive
I feel so alive

:::If You Want To:::

Nothing goes my way,
And I feel nothing will ever
My luck is all used up,
And I’m waiting for the day that I will feel alive.
Only time will tell
If this waiting will ever cease to die before I do
Everyone’s alone
If they never speak up or
Feel alive.

If you want to, I won’t leave.
Just stand here by my side.
If you want to, I will listen to you cry.

What if you were gone?
How would I feel?
Time would never move.
You are not alone,
I am standing here.
I am one of many who care
Don’t be so extreme,
I’m trying to understand
All the reasons that keep you from joy
Life is a puzzle,
We just have to find out how these pieces fit.

If you want to, I won’t leave.
Just stand here by my side.
If you want to, I will listen to you cry.

You were once a person who believed
Don’t be mad because you have these thoughts

You are one of a kind
You are one of a kind
Please stay with me tonight.

If you want to, I won’t leave
Just stand here by my side.
If you want to, I will listen to you cry.

Consider me a friend.
I’ll be here till the end, for you.


:::I Want You:::

I won’t find a peace of mind
If you won’t ever realize
How much I want you.
I don’t want to sympathize
With all the dramatic, hidden lies
That you think will surround me,

I don’t want the world to see
What the hell you did to me.
I don’t want the world to see
What you meant to me.

My first glance wasn’t as serene
As it was later that week
When holy birds opened the gate.
We were blind but you could see
Is this for real or just a tease
I just need to go away.

I don’t want the world to see
What the hell you did to me.
I don’t want the world to see
What you meant to me.

Everyone has told me to
Stay away from you.
But you have that certain vibe,
I’ve never felt before.
And even though we’ve known each other
For less than one week.
I still want you.


:::Butterfly:::

After all these cloudy days,
The sun finally came.
And a new beginning,
Everything is full of life.

I wanted everything,
Now it’s the simple things I need.
To hear that sweet whisper,
Which made me always want to….

Now I realize it’s true,
That everything is in full bloom.
You are my butterfly,
Don’t fly away.

Now I realize it’s true,
That everything is in full bloom.
You are my butterfly,
Don’t fly away.
Don’t fly away.


:::Flown:::

You were all I had when I was down
But you led me over the edge
I should of known that I was being deceived
You chose to fly away

Should I realize that its not true
Should I realize that its not true

Even the simple things will turn complex
Like telling you my thoughts
I have to understand your point of view
You chose to fly away

Should I realize that its not true